This is your life...

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-08-04T23:29:00

2006-08-05T03:30:33Z

August 2,2006=♥

Theres something about those damn woods...=)
Summers almost over =(
SENIORS 07' BABY!!!
♥ ♥ ♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-07-19T13:06:00

2006-07-19T17:10:57Z

so I thought this week wouldve been amazing.
Jones beach,hanging out with family,blah blah blah.

NOT.

I came home from jones beach and my parents thought I was drunk and that I didnt really go to jones beach.
500 dollars is currently missing from my bank account.
Assholes like to tell my father shit he shouldnt know.
Fixing my car cost more then the actual car.

yea so pretty much.
bye fuckers

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-07-01T22:46:00

2006-07-02T02:50:24Z

summer♥
Love those stripper excerize videos && Chissy♥
Still love my boyfriend
Anyone else have to go to summer school for Bio?
♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-06-10T19:57:00

2006-06-11T00:05:22Z

just to fill everyone in

Two full days of junior year left.
THEN SENIOR YEAR*
Im actually really excited but yet a little scared.
Still work like a mexican.
Not doing cheerleading again
loved it when I was young,but cant stand it anymore.
My friends are fucking amazing little shits
and I cant ask for a more amazing boyfriend.♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-05-12T21:56:00

2006-05-13T02:00:09Z

Octover 18,2001-ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

So dont even think about tring to fuck this up
Like you did with your "best friend" and her boyfriend.
KTHANKSBYEEE
♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-04-24T18:10:00

2006-04-24T22:13:27Z

History can && will repeat itself.
I work like a mexican.
My birthdays soon.
Road test in 12 days.
And I wanna say Thank you too all my friends for being there when I needed you &hearts;&hearts;

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-04-11T23:49:00

2006-04-12T03:50:40Z

Im not going to lie about this one.
He defiantly makes me one happy camper ♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-03-19T18:51:00

2006-03-19T23:52:31Z

and I wont let my heart be broken again.
history wont repeat itself.
♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-03-15T19:02:00

2006-03-16T00:03:22Z

so many things I never thought would go through my head,kinda are.
♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-02-19T09:43:00

2006-02-19T14:46:45Z

Your starting to bother me.
Yes,Im in love again.Dont judge me.
Break has been amazing so far ♥
Familys better.
Schools better.
Works still work.
and smiling doesnt seem to be a problem anymore
Lifes good.
♥ Laura

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-02-05T11:47:00

2006-02-05T16:49:21Z

February 4,2006=♥
I love our little sleepovers.

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-01-25T21:05:00

2006-01-26T02:09:56Z

January 25,2005
Today was pretty lame!
It started out getting into a big effing fight w/ Trav. For the past couple months thats all we have been doing. Its werid, it was never like this. Like, he acts like such an asshole sometimes. Just the things he says are so fucking dumb, i just want to shoot the kid in the head so he would shut up!
I mean Im not the only one thats noticed we have been really getting at eachother...am i right?
But by the end of 8th he came up too me and said he was sorry which was nice.

I cant wait for this weekend! Tomorrow Fun station w/ some of the girls, Saterday hopefully chyllen w/ Ms. Tara Rossiter and Then sunday relaxing! Oh god relaxing i forgot what that was![ lol ]

One year later...

So many things have change in a year.You never notice unless you sit down and think about whats changed.Today was one of those days for me.I actually sat down and read pretty much ever journal every diary I ever had.School & people have changed so much but the thing is I never actally took a step back and looked at the whole picture, well untill now.

Sad right?

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-01-14T20:42:00

2006-01-15T01:47:17Z

two words.
stuiped & immature.
Thats how I would explain what happened, wouldnt you?
I have to admit it was fun for awhile but now that we are back to reality, it wont work.
If it didnt work then it wont work now,right?
♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2006-01-05T17:27:00

2006-01-05T22:28:34Z

So
Today was fun.♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-11-30T17:16:00

2005-11-30T23:18:05Z

You think you know a person and then they turn around and surprise you with shit you would never expect.
♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-11-07T13:35:00

2005-11-07T19:33:26Z

Are you happy now?
You got what you wished for.
By the end of it all your going to regret everything, I know I do.
You cant see it now, but you will.
I promise.
♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-10-29T19:32:00

2005-10-30T00:33:50Z

Love; A strong positive emotion of regard and affection.

The true definition of the word,love. Right? What I want to know, if its a strong positive emotion why do people fall out of love?

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-10-16T19:15:00

2005-10-17T00:16:23Z

It was fun while it lasted.♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-10-09T18:41:00

2005-10-09T23:45:28Z

I decided I like change.For the past couple years all Ive been doing is running from it?Why do you ask, because Ive watched a lot of people that I know & love change into something I would've never expected.Change doesn't always have to be a bad thing, right? right.

Thank you for listening. ♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-10-05T19:21:00

2005-10-06T00:23:23Z

October 4th=Best night ever ♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-09-14T17:07:00

2005-09-14T22:37:38Z

Name 10 friends & One random fact of them for each::

1::Jordan-wears wayy to much colonge

2::Trina- Is a country girl at heart

3::Trav-The biggest pot head youll ever met, well besides his brother lol

4::Emmy- Shes my bench buddy

5::Marc- His my brother from another mother.

6::Steph- No one can understand me more than she does.

7::Doug- the loser that moved away

8::Lexa- She can always make me laugh

9:: Kat- Partner in crime; FRENCH CLASS

10::Nick- His another on of my boys; he also works at micky d's lol

9 things you want to do before you die.

1::Sky dive

2::Get married

3::Become friends with the richest person in the world

4::Be on TV

5:: Read at least 5 novels in one year.

6::Go to dinsey land.

7::Become a therapist

8::Buy a firebird! ( i love firebirds)

9::Have kids

What are 8 crazy things youve done::

1::Jumped out of a moving car,lol.

2::Rolled down a cament stair case & at the end had no streches on me

3:: Fell in love.

4::Left my house @ 2 in the morning just to go to wendys.

5::Skipped 2 whole days of school..with my mother.

6::Stole a plastic horse from the crasail at the mall.

7:: I left my house one night to drink with a couple friends & i got so drunk that I snuck back into my neighbors house instead of mine. lol

8:: Drank hot sauce lol

7 random facts about yourself::

1:: I snore lol

2:: I adore the Foo Fighters

3::My best friend lives 3 hours away

4:: I work at a nursing home

5::Im a shopacholic, I love buying jeans exspecially

6:: I can only really trust one person in this world & thats my mother.

7::Im a natural blonde lol

6 places you wish you were right now

1:: In my room

2:: In South New Berlin

3::Trinas

4::Outsidee

5::Flordia

6:: New Jersey!!!

5 things you would never do

1::Have a three some

2::Move across country

3::Take people for grandted

4:: Take him back.

5::Take any kinda pill that I wasnt presucrbed too

4 things you wearing::

1:: A tank top

2:: Sofie shorts

3::Toe socks <3

4::Hair band

3 people you want to met::

1:: Hugh Hufner ( I actually think he died)

2:: God

3:: My true love

2 ways to make you smile::

1:: Honestly, anything well make me smile

2:: Same as above ^ lol

1 thing you wish you could say to that one person::

1:: I miss you.

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-08-26T23:23:00

2005-08-27T04:25:25Z

People do you realize school is starting soon? lol

:x: name =Laura
:x: piercings = ears
:x: tattoos = clean
:x: height= 5'8ish
:x: shoe size = 8
:x: hair color = brown but sometimes a little blonish
:x: siblings = 2

LAST...
:x: movie you rented =The notebook.
:x: movie you bought =idk
:x: song you listened to =Greenday-time of your life
:x: song that was stuck in your head =Same
:x: cd you bought =idk
:x: cd you listened to =mix
:x: person you've called =sarah
:x: person that's called you = Dan :)
:x: tv show you've watched = Roomradiers
:x: person you were thinking of =classifed

DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone =NO wayy man
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else =Sometimes
:x: you think about suicide =Never
:x: you believe in online dating =nuh thats werid
:x: others find you attractive =I get clompents here & there
:x: you want more piercings =yes
:x: you like cleaning =at times
:x: you like roller coasters =Love em
:x: you write in cursive or print = print

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: using someone =against
:x: suicide =against
:x: killing people =depends lol
:x: teenage smoking =do what you want
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = w/e floats ur boat
:x: soap operas =For

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl=friends ya
:x: ever cried over a boy =yes
:x: ever lied to someone =to spare their feelings
:x: ever been in a fist fight =kinda
:x: ever been arrested = close too it but nope

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = Panitne
:x: shoes do you wear =ummm depends
:x: are you scared of =trains

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= Only one matters
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? =a few
:x: of hearts I have broken? =ummm 1 or 2
:x: of girls I have kissed? = idk lol
:x: of boys I have kissed? =its up there
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? =2
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?=hmm good question
:x: of scars on my body? =just a couple
:x: of things in my past that I regret? =.mabye 3 or 4

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty - at times
:x: funny –oh ya
:x: hot –on FIRE
:x: friendly -of course:x: amusing –lol ya
:x: ugly -no
:x: loveable - ya sure
:x: caring -yup
:x: sweet-yup
:x: dorky -oh ya

favorite:
5 letter word:my name..laura lol
actor/actress:Brad pitt
Candy:Skittles
Cartoon: Spongebob
Cereal:Frosted flakes
Chewing gum:Obrit
Color(s):purple & brown
Color nail polish:orange
Day of week:Saterday
Least fave day:Sunday
Flower: Roses
Jello flavor: The blue kind
Jewelry:Neckless
Special skills/talents:. I have a few
Summer/Winter: Winter
Trampolines or swimming pools: Both

|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: Me
Saw you cry:Emmy
Made you cry:Travis
You went to the movies with: Traivs
Yelled at you:Dan
Sent you an email: Stevie G

|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?:yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas:yes
Kept a secret from everyone:yes
Cried during a movie:yes,the notebook gets me everytime
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: haha no
Planned your week based on the TV Guide:no
Been on stage:no
Been to New York:yes
Been to California:yes
Hawaii: no
England: no
China: no
Canada: no
What are you gonna do after you finish this?:Sleep
What was the last meal you ate?:dinner
High school or college?:HIghschool
Are you bored?:ya kinda
Last noise you heard?:music
Last smell you sniffed?:pizza
Last time you went out of state/province?:idk

|| Friendship/Love ||

Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes,umm mabye 2

Most important thing to you in a friendship is: Trust

|| Other Info ||

Criminal record?: nope im clean
Do you speak any other languages?: a little spanish
Last book you read:idk
Name some of your favorite things in your bed room?: My bed!!!Thing you dislike about yourself the most: That Im quick to judge
Worst feeling in the world: Be stabbed in the back
Who you love: Everyone
Who you miss: Doug & travis

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-08-17T21:25:00

2005-08-18T03:24:36Z

Have you ever notcied that once you get confrontable and/or close to someone they end up moving or somehow drift away from you?
In the past two days Ive lost the two most important people.
& it just kills me inside to think that I cant get in touch with either of them.Yes, Ive said my goodbyes and I love you's but that doesnt seem to be enough.I feel like there more closer than just that. I seriosuly didnt picture my Junior year like this. I know I have many other close friends but these two are irreplaceable. No one can even come close to these two.They were the ones who helped me through my freshman & sophmore year, & now in a blick of an eye their gone.
Ive known for awhile that one of them was moving but it just never hit me & still hasnt. The last night I saw him I just broke down & I just didnt want to leave knowing Im never going to see him again.We went driving like a week before he left & it didnt seem like that was the last time we can actually be together & just hanging out. I dont think anyone realizes how much Im going to miss Doug.
I said my final goodbye & I love you to the other person. It was hard & I cant sit here and say that Ill be fine because I wont. Im going to be cranky/bichty/moody.(& Im apologizing in advise, so please dont think anything of it.) 2 years is a long time & I cant just snap my figures and it all go away. A part of me wants to sit here & think about everything & just get through but another part wants to go out & be like ever other girl, who parties & just has fun.
Schools starting soon. Which Im not really excited about, & that is explained above. & other reasons, like Junoir year means senoir year isnt that far away. Which means I get thrown into "the real world". Scary thought I know.

Summer went by way to fast.
♥

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-08-13T22:14:00

2005-08-14T03:16:36Z

You know what I hate?
When people tell me things that they KNOW well get me mad.
I cant stand how people are so inconsiderate of other peoples feelings.
& How people can be so jealous of another person to the point where they'll lie to anything & everyone just to make you look bad.

Thank you & have a nice FUCKING day.

4ever_lovin_you @ 2005-08-04T21:20:00

2005-08-05T02:27:03Z

Cant you see I fucking hate you? We agreed on not talking but you seem to keep calling. why? Dont get me wrong it was fun while it lasted but cant you take a hint? You fucked up everything, I dont want you anymore.We didnt have anything serious between us, it was just a "flig". It was a mistake & we both know why. Thats why I wrote you that letter, I wanted everything to end & you just cant let go. Its that simple. Your life may be fucked up because what happened but that doesnt mean to fuck with mine. Im happy now & just hearing your face makes me want to kill someone, doesnt that mean anything to you?! Mabye it means I dont want you around!!!So im telling you now & i wont tell you again, you know who you are, please just leave me alone.

&hearts;